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You know THAT girl

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i'm the nervous
kind of girl with
too little time on her hands who spends her
evenings in her room,
just savoring the quiet.

i'm the girl who puts her hand against
the clouded window and wishes
there were something- (a hand?)-
on the other side.

i'm the girl who realizes
there isn't and may
never be.

i'm the kind of girl
who likes autumn and has always, always wanted
to get a streak in her hair.
something spontaneous,
something passionate.

(everything she never was)

i'm the girl who
sits in the corner,
trying to put the wrong
pieces together and
falling apart
when they
don't
fit.

i'm the girl who's always
confused and
always dragged around,
afraid to touch
and taste all the things she
loves most.

i'm the girl you see,
staring at you in envy because
i can only see your good points.
(you're perfect, an angel)
i'm the girl who has to compare herself
to every freaking passerby...

even though she knows it's
insane and that it won't
make anything better.
it won't make her get better.

(but why is life so complicated?)

i'm the girl who wishes she
were you, wishes you could see, hear her-
wishes you could just
love her for herself.

i'm also the girl who can't love her for
herself.

(and I'm sorry)

because i'm the sort of girl who
can cry you a river and can
spill the beans to anyone; i'm the girl
who used to be your friend;
who used to smile with her whole heart.

because, yeah, now i'm the girl who's completely lost.

i'm the girl who curls up and stares at
the wall instead of praying. i'm the girl that
can't pray
because she knows (yeah, she knows)
it's not whole-hearted, and she feels so bad because
she knows she's not worth the time.

yes, i'm that girl.

(And for that, i'm so sorry)

"She won't leave this night alone.

No, she won't sleep at all...


And all the sorrow that she takes out on herself-

it comes around and leaved her bleeding on the floor.


And she knows-

yeah, she knows;

there's a lot of ugly things about this world..." </3


I'm the girl that's sort of lonely, too...

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ChibiChomper's avatar
Made me cry in a good way