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i'm the nervous
kind of girl with
too little time on her hands who spends her
evenings in her room,
just savoring the quiet.
i'm the girl who puts her hand against
the clouded window and wishes
there were something- (a hand?)-
on the other side.
i'm the girl who realizes
there isn't and may
never be.
i'm the kind of girl
who likes autumn and has always, always wanted
to get a streak in her hair.
something spontaneous,
something passionate.
(everything she never was)
i'm the girl who
sits in the corner,
trying to put the wrong
pieces together and
falling apart
when they
don't
fit.
i'm the girl who's always
confused and
always dragged around,
afraid to touch
and taste all the things she
loves most.
i'm the girl you see,
staring at you in envy because
i can only see your good points.
(you're perfect, an angel)
i'm the girl who has to compare herself
to every freaking passerby...
even though she knows it's
insane and that it won't
make anything better.
it won't make her get better.
(but why is life so complicated?)
i'm the girl who wishes she
were you, wishes you could see, hear her-
wishes you could just
love her for herself.
i'm also the girl who can't love her for
herself.
(and I'm sorry)
because i'm the sort of girl who
can cry you a river and can
spill the beans to anyone; i'm the girl
who used to be your friend;
who used to smile with her whole heart.
because, yeah, now i'm the girl who's completely lost.
i'm the girl who curls up and stares at
the wall instead of praying. i'm the girl that
can't pray
because she knows (yeah, she knows)
it's not whole-hearted, and she feels so bad because
she knows she's not worth the time.
yes, i'm that girl.
(And for that, i'm so sorry)
Literature
Smile Away
I gonna fight and stand up for my right,
In the end it will be all alright,
Maybe I'm sad how it ends up today,
I'm the one who's gonna be okay,
I feel so much emotions right now,
Feelings can take me high and low,
My fragile Heart can not further bow,
All emotions in a row,
Sometimes tears and pain,
They can drive me insane,
I'm a Human after all,
I let all my tears just fall,
Ice cold they can be,
Love can warm me,
Maybe you'll see?
Is all I want that I can be free,
So I forget what Life is all about,
It is not within the in or the out,
I have learn to smile my pain away,
That is the biggest struggle,
Ever from what I have learn today.
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Happy
I feel my heart beating
I feel my lungs breathing
I feel my eyes seeing
I return to human being
You woke my from my nightmare
gave me beautiful air
You cause me to stare
because I've never seen anything like you anywhere
You're funny and strong beyond belief
You're beautiful when you sleep
I give you my soul to keep
I've fallen so so steep
You're amazing in every way
I could talk to you all day
I want you to be happy and that way to stay
No matter what price I pay
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help her smile
I sense the distance between us
it seems my problems are our weakness
and although our love is endless
tough love is friendless
your distracted and you’ll miss it
so inverted when the kiss hit
and so my love was monotonic
cause my patience has exploded
if it’s a crush then ill twist it
corroded love is so insistent
and I am just a service
little stars filled with courage
but this isn’t, its explicit
in an instant its persistent, but I won’t bother you
I’m a coward or I wish you’d choose..
empowered but I’m missing too..
Love of my life, I’d recite a rhyme
whether its korny or off-time
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"She won't leave this night alone.
No, she won't sleep at all...
And all the sorrow that she takes out on herself-
it comes around and leaved her bleeding on the floor.
And she knows-
yeah, she knows;
there's a lot of ugly things about this world..." </3
I'm the girl that's sort of lonely, too...
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Made me cry in a good way